Monday, January 10, 2011

Doctors...

Probably the biggest source of frustration in my life is doctors. Some listen, some don't. Some will try and treat you, some will tell you there is nothing that can be done. It is 2011 people! Haven't we had enough advancement in medicine to know how to help someone live pain-free?! I cannot handle the exhaustion effect lupron puts upon me. I am fighting fatigue daily anyway adding in some killer side-effects from that drug did awful things to me. So the next drug therapy...is one where you start at low doses and gradually increase to see if it at all helps. Well I have increased as much as I can and so far...the pain is bad. Not as bad as when I am on nothing, but bad to where I have to alter my life. The pain was better when I was on Lupron, but I didn't have a life and all I did was sleep. Do I have to choose between no life and little pain and constant fatigue, or no life because of pain and pain and some fatigue? I just want answers and a treatment plan that works. I just want a life again.